(this was published originally in June, but I had to pull it in September for editing.  It refers to events that happened just prior to June) 

So I’ve been told that I deserve what I’m going through from my recent relationship loss, because I let this woman do such a major job of fucking with my psyche.  Further, apparently I need to go through the pain involved as a life lesson.  Well, yes, technically, this is right, but I somehow feel that it was unneccesary for it to be pointed out.  I mean, I’m going through a hell of a lot, as the relationship I’m coming out of was incredibly abusive.  Not physically, but my head has been so rewired…..well, if you know me, I’m sure you’ve already heard more than you want to about it.  I guess I’m just a little put out that some folks feel a need to poke me with a sharp stick when I’m already plenty fucked up.  And of course, it doesn’t help that these peoples’ behavior is conforming exactly with how my ex said they would act in this sort of situation.

Iritated Pippin

I had my sinus surgery yesterday, and I feel pretty rough.  To add to it, a certain someone called just after I got out of surgery…..was she calling to find out how I was doing?  No, she was looking for a check that had been mailed to my house.  She knew just fine that I was having surgery.  But did this make me depressed?  No, because I’ve been so well supported by my wife, my husband, my kids and all of the rest of family and friends.  Oddly enough, the contrast helps me see even more clearly just how lucky I am to have the people I have in my life.  All of you are great people, and I thank you for being with me, in the good and the bad times.